' Re-entering the Dream '...

I actually chose to return to this Dream to learn more about a question that was not answered by the Source of Dreams, that which I call 'Divine Consciousness'..

I spent a few years in deep meditation for at least three hours a day..

I left the body many times but could not enter 'Source'..

I decided to do what 'Gautama and Jesus' did, I went into the forest to meditate with the intention to not eat or drink until I would 'Awake into Enlightenment'..

Being in this mental state of desiring only Truth and surrendering all else, especially the desire to be separate from 'Source', in the image of separate ego..

Although, I was sitting in the Lotus position, I was suddenly knocked to the ground by a Wind of Unconditional Love, that we call 'Grace'..

I fell into complete darkness and quickly entered only Light..

Being Consciousness, existing as Light, Love, and Knowledge..

I mentally thought that I wanted to remain here forever..

A 'Voice' spoke mentally to My Consciousness,

" Do You want to stay or return to the body ?"..

The 'Voice' that I heard was baritone but I believe that 'Source' has no gender..

I asked the 'Voice',

" Is this the 'Final Reality' ?"..

For the first time within our conversations,

there was no answer given..

I came back to find the answer..

The answer that I found is that there is the 'Highest Source of All' called 'Pure Awareness'..

The One that said:

" Let there be Light "..

'Pure Awareness' contains no 'egoic consciousness',

only 'Love and Awareness'..


-thomas