Here i Am...

I don't know what awakening is.

Life has become very ordinary yet sublime at the same time.

I don't know if any memories are true,
I don't know about yesterday or tomorrow and even now outside of thought.

Thought gives the illusion that I am Darshana but outside of thought where the hell is Darshana?

Is the body calling itself Darshana or is it my mind?

am I my mind or am I aware of the mind?

Whether there is thought or no thought, an invisible Presence notices every subtlety of thought, sensations, even the sense of Presence is noticed..

Yet looking for the Looker of all everything, nothing is found, It is a full nothing.

This nothing feels very alive.

This feels like me Here i AM.


Darshana Ji