' Stop Lying to Ourselves '...

I have no right to call myself one who knows.. I was one who seeks,, and I still am,, but I no longer seek in the stars or in books;.. I'm beginning to hear the teachings of my blood pulsing within me.. My story isn't pleasant,, it's not sweet and harmonious,, like the invented stories;.. it tastes of folly and bewilderment,, of madness and dream,, like the life of all people who no longer want to lie to themselves. ................ Hermann Hesse